Corrected from Researching Evil

I am thanking God for the message about separation and sanctification last night (Sanctification Before Blessing (1)). I have been attacked in this area a lot because before I was born from above in 1999, I had a lot of friends and was considered "popular" in the world and in the worldly church. Now in this time of seeking the Lord and learning how to be a disciple, there has been a lot of separation of people from us -- first people of the world separating from me and then people of the worldly church. It is freeing to know that the LORD is doing this and it is biblical.

I also thank God for the admonition to turn from NWO research because I had been getting snared in that a lot lately. During prayer with a sister and confession about this I heard, "Knowledge does not save. I save".

I have been having a battle against this lust of my carnal mind to learn things and know things and it brings a lot of rotten fruit: paranoia, anxiety and fear. I even was hearing, "There must be infiltrators in UBM; the illuminati is everywhere". I started getting a cynicism that 'you can't trust anyone' and it's all a downward spiral into depression, irritation and despair. I felt myself getting puffed up and proud with people who didn't know what I know, considering myself superior to the "sheeple". Although I know this attitude is pride and not of Christ, ingesting so much NWO info kept overcoming the spirit man.

This opened the door to other torments. It was destroying my faith. I would feel anxiety, worry, and fear, and turn to other things to comfort me. The flesh would only grow so big; it was consuming me.

So when you spoke against that last night, I was listening to UBM on one window of my computer and reading some conspiracy info on another. I felt very convicted and closed the NWO research window when you spoke, feeling as if God had 'caught me red-handed'.

I now repent and understand that I was feeling an uncleanness in my spirit because learning of what the wicked do in secret is indeed shameful to speak of and feast in. (Eph 5:12). I see what a trap and deception that NWO research is. I really thank the Lord for revealing and slaying this sin in me. By faith I say I am freed from this lust and I am confessing this to the elders and the body so that you will agree with me in prayer that this temptation is conquered.

Bless you all in Jesus' name. Thank you for being faithful to the Lord to rebuke and save us from death. Godly correction is a great, great blessing. It is a very peaceful feeling when you repent and you feel joyful, peaceful and unburdened.

Note from David: {Rom.16:19} For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I rejoice therefore over you: but I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple unto that which is evil. {20} And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. Researching the good Word has power to impute the nature of Christ. Constant research of evil brings the opposite.