Deliverance From Rejection

Matthew Stewart - 11-9-22

I would like to start out with a verse: John 8:36 “If therefore the Son shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.”

After our seven day fast, while worshipping the Lord on the eighth day meeting, I felt a great burden left me. I knew when that happened that I had some deliverance, but I didn’t know at the time, what from. But I knew I would find out later. A few weeks later, I had a birthday and, normally, for many, many years, I have dealt with a lot of rejection regarding my birthday. This time was different. For the couple weeks leading up to my birthday, I didn’t feel any anxiety, rejection, or depression. This time, I felt peace and love. It felt different to me because I have never felt this way before. It is amazing how much rejection tries to steal from you, tries to hold you back, and tries to keep you from receiving the Father’s love. I felt, and am still feeling, the Father’s love for me.

He wanted to show me how much He loved me, so He orchestrated so many things for my birthday, things that no man could really plan. The first thing He did was took me off of a machine I was running at work, that I had been running for the last couple of weeks, because the person who normally runs it was out on medical leave. This machine was hurting my back, so the Lord orchestrated it so that the person that was gone came back on my birthday for a gift to me. The second thing He did for me was one of my co-workers, who is not generous nor gives anything to anyone, gave me two shirts for my birthday. The third thing is, on one of the shirts was a number seven, which is significant to me, because when I played baseball in high school, my jersey number was seven. The fourth thing is on the second shirt was two sevens, and, with the other shirt, that makes three sevens, which means completion. The fifth thing was that my coworkers, in times past, never regarded my birthday, but on this birthday they all sang me happy birthday. The sixth thing is that my dad texted me happy birthday, for the first time. There was a lot more that happened that day that I don’t remember, but I know the Lord made it special for me.

You don’t realize how much rejection you have until you are delivered from it. For me, rejection was a big part of my life. It had roots growing in every part of my life and my walk with God. Rejection was not only keeping me from receiving love from the Father, but my wife, my family, and my friends. It was building up a wall between me and everyone else. For me, rejection was blocking me from really being one with Jesus; from being one in the Spirit. Rejection was destroying my marriage, and my relationship with my kids. I didn’t fully understand all of this when I had rejection. I knew a little bit of what it was doing in my life, but now, being free from rejection, I understand it more.

Now I can receive the Father’s love; now I have a relationship with the Father, and my wife, and kids. Now I don’t constantly see the Father as someone who’s constantly trying to condemn me. Now I see Him for the love and grace He gives me, even when I don’t deserve it. Rejection has a way of twisting things in your mind; rejection has a way of making everything 100-times worse than what it really is. Now I am not afraid to receive correction. Things that would normally make me cower or destroy me emotionally, don’t bother me anymore. I feel so much peace now in my life; the peace is indescribable. It’s like there’s no fear of anything and no worry. I know in my spirit, and in my whole being, that the Father loves me.

Deliverance from Rejection and Its Fear - UBM [David Eells]